Post-lockdown trip to Edinburgh part 1
Some people craved for the shops to reopen, some people craved for a beer in their hands in a pub, not me, the one thing I wanted to do was travel again and not just travel but to Scotland.
It’s funny that each time I have an existential crisis I immediately head to Scotland at the first opportunity and with everything that’s gone on in the last year, it’s been thoughts of Scottish trips that have kept me going. I was lucky enough to spend 10 days in the Highlands in late August and it really helped me to find myself again. Over this last year, I have on one hand been hyper-focused on the person who I am and the person who I want to be but at the same time with the gaslighting and coercive messages to keep us in our homes, I feel the need to break free and reclaim my independence.
The first legal day we can return to Scotland is Monday, April 26th, and so I’m booked on a train to Edinburgh for a few days. I have a new book of walks around Edinburgh, some that I’ve never done before and I have a yearning to finally visit The Kelpies in Falkirk. I am vaccinated and I will be carrying a box of lateral flow tests but for the most part, I’m pretty risk-free, I live like a hermit only enjoying the outdoor life and I will not be doing any mad shopping trips or even eating out, I shall be living on whatever I can pick up at the supermarket and having packed lunches/dinners.
The great thing about opening up again was that I knew that the early bird would get the travel bargains and so I managed to book an apartment on the Royal Mile next to the castle for £29 a night. I’m going tomorrow afternoon until Friday and I haven’t been to Edinburgh since December 2019. It’s probably longer than any other gap between visits as I usually head up at least 3 or 4 times a year.
I am happiest when I am travelling or having an adventure and I know now that I have no aim to be the richest person on earth but I want to always be free, being free is my ultimate life goal. For much of my life I have ended up in situations where I’ve felt trapped and I’ve reclaimed that freedom over and over but really, there’s nothing like reclaiming your freedom from the top of a big hill and this time, finally, I am determined to climb Arthur’s Seat. Nothing is going to stop me!
Travel in a post lockdown world is actually a pleasure, generally, apartments are super clean, the trains are empty and the streets are quiet, this is my chance to see Edinburgh without the craziness of the usual flood of tourists. Now I realise that I am technically a tourist but I have so much Scottish blood, Edinburgh is my second city and the place I feel most at home after Newcastle. Plus my love of Scotland is so strong I have no idea why I’m not living there yet, one day when I decide exactly where in Scotland I’d like to live it will happen.
A lot seems to be happening in my personal life at the moment, I am becoming more me, I am changing and evolving into a better person and I am shedding baggage and layers of things that no longer serve me, I have had a quest for many years to live a peaceful drama free life and finally, I seem to be achieving a life with the best people around me, the biggest adventures and ultimately, the freedom I so desire.